Today Ebony had her kid. We thought she would have twins, but instead she had only one and it lived just a short few minutes. Ebony was crying in discomfort on Saturday morning. We readied the kidding stall with fresh hay and checked on her through-out the day. We were all nervous
and excited. It would be our first born kid on our farm!
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Ebony in labor. |
That afternoon, I could tell it was time. My oldest daughter (just 6 years old), was determined to witness the birth and waited by the stall for a couple of hours reporting on Ebony's progress, coming to get me when time was near. It was a hard labor, with slow progress. But finally, a single male was born. He was black with white spots, but only the size of a squirrel.
Over the excited claims of my daughter at seeing the live kid kick and struggle for breath, my heart fell. I just knew it would not, could not live. It was much too small.
"I'm sorry honey," I told my daughter, "but he is not going to live. He is too small."
Sure enough, the little kid never got a good breath in. It struggles for just a minute and fell unconscious, its little heart beating rapidly, visible through its smooth black skin. Then it lay still, quiet and lifeless in my lap.
"It's gone." I said.
A small voice answered, "Already? But Mom, that was too soon."
Looking over at my daughter, a small tear rolled down a young, innocent face.
Life on a farm, even just a hobby farm, sure has a way of teaching children how fragile life is.
My daughter insisted on burying the little kid and giving him a name: MoonSpot.
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Little MoonSpot. He only lived a couple of minutes, but that was enough to burn him into the memory of a little 6 year old girl and small homestead that eagerly awaited him. Sleep well. |